Ok so it has been a few weeks since I have written anything .. this is an Update / rant (viewer discretion is advised)
So after moving into the basement of the house I will be here for the next year - I went on the Job hunt - I live 5 minutes away from an IGA so I started there - and 2 hours after I droped a resume off they called and the next day I was hired after a 10 MINIUTE intervew - I got full time work ) So naturaly I wanted to give everything i had - however after one shift and a handful of hours of crappy training .. I relized I could not clean the massive chicken rotiseray ( so after going to my boss - she told me if I could not do it - don't try .... she knew I had a disiblitay I told her and still that was her responce.... So i said thanks anyway - and went to walmart ... where now I am a greeter making 10. 25 /hour ... .so in short SCREW YOU IGA!
In other news my my mother is crazy !... ok well that is old news - but still the wonds open again and again - with out a chance to heal .... time and time again - she freakes out over the littlest things - making me this horrible person unable to make desent destions about my life at the age of 24 .... I can't belive how little it takes to set her off - My grandma is doing the same thing ... oh I hope Crazy is not in my DNA....
I am loved by God and the friends /"famliy" I have here Love me for me they see me for me - screw up /product of my upbringing and all ....
I just want to break the cycle - of darkness ...... I want to be different I wish mom could learn to see it .....
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The Cross can heal all things... you are a new person in Christ, and if you give Him all authority in your life, He will transform you.
Yes, we believe that, and He has so much more power than we let ourselves think! We will continue to pray for your mom too though. She needs a lot of transformation and healing herself.
thanks guys
Your welcome...
Sorry... you're welcome... better Carmen? :OP
LOL grammar check on my blog ...
Haha! Oh am I THAT bad? And at the same time- well, you'd better correct it! Much better now. Thanx! :P
hmmm a deleted comment i wonder what it was ...
A bump on the button and the exact same thing in the exact same words. What did ya think it was?!
not sure
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