I am still here

so I'm not dead yet....

Life for the past month has been interesting.. between learning my new job and helping mom on the weekends (she has been really sick) ...life has been anything but dull.

the kitchen is full of drama as always.. most the time it is just safer to sit back and enjoy the show - all the while being mindful of flying potatoes. Sadly though my job in the kitchen ends in a few weeks and i go on to learning the stuff i will be doing this summer .. all and all it should be a great time.

I other more frustrating news - I got word about a week ago that my UK visa was declined so now i am in the process of appealing it and hope it works other wise I will have to go for 6 months come home for 3 weeks and go back for 5 months .... so if you feel like praying please please do !

Anyway there is a lineup for the net I must be off !

God Speed!

week one of camp .. DONE !

hello again
So i think it is time for an update.
So i have been at camp for a week - it has been alright - I have chalked it up to the first week in dorms . it is a time to meet and figure the other staff out. lets just say there are a few i really like to be around - there are some that just wont shut up and there are others that just make me want to scream. - but such is life...

It is fun but i am not going to lie i miss my friends where here ! I miss noodle dinners (drake and Carmen) and church on Saturday night ( Scott, tori, Jude) ...

anyway i should go
i will update again as soon as i can !

Grad .... a joke ....

So today was grad . I am happy that it is done ! glad to see my fellow classmates and I are done. the happiness from my friends at school and my teachers I know was true. From my mom it was a joke and completely untrue... For those of you that where at my gr 12 grade the exact same thing happened... for those who were not this is what happened...

After grad was done and no one was around my mother decided to tear a strip into about everything from not smiling ( for those of you who know me I don't smile for forced pictures at the most of times) to not staying in moose jaw .... I have someone staying in my room .

During supper she made it clear that she didn't like my friends .. as she proceeded to have 5 drinks. At this moment she is getting nice and drunk.

So needless to say I do not want to go home thank God it is only for a week .. I would not be able to stand any more.

Next time you see me .....

this is my last post before my internet is cut off - so the next time I post i will have a degree -- wow that's crazy to hear myself say lol

night !

Part 2 - the visa chronicles

ok ok so it has taken a while but here is part 2 ... ready??
ok good!
if your not then to bad! :P

So the last few weeks have been extremely interesting for me. Both frustrating as well as enlightening to the fact I need to really trust God in this time.

So you sitting back and say " what the heck are you talking about it has been so freaking long since your last post!"

SO let me back up and explain. Most of you know that I need to go to Edmonton to go get my visa for the UK. This has been a trial and a half for me. Once I found out that I had no choice I had to go and do this I (like i always do) got slightly felt overwhelmed with how this was going tol work. So after trying to find one way or another to figure out what to do my family - said they would take me with them when they where going that way anyway. So I filled out the application, paid an arm and a leg for the online fee- I am off tomorrow to get this part of my england journey over and done with. this has been tough but it has been a great time trusting and listening to the Lord, when He swings his "holy 2x4 at my head.

On a different note - my time here at Briercrest is over in 11 days! this has also been a very exciting and sobering time. I know my life will go down a path of continued growth. But this chapter of my life has been a long one and a strange way it is sad to see it end.

alright thats all I got !

talk to you all soon !

ps for my friends who enjoy reading and are looking for something new - HP LOVECRAFT ( he is like edgar allan poe on crack !)

How Does the Lord Speak to you? (part 1)

He speaks to me with a extremely large 'Holy 2X4' !

Because I am often slow on the blessing and plans He has for me .. He needs to at times whack me over the head before I fully see what He wants me to see!

There is a story behind this.... but I will tell in tomorrow-ish as i am tired an want to sleep....

So goodnight !

Big News

So I have been home for 3 days and every time I come home I soon realize even though I enjoy being here to I point I also know that it is not a good place for me to be be mental, emotional, spiritually and at times physically. It is just not safe.

That being said I found out today that I have my first 1000$ trowed my year in England! Given to me by the cerebral Palsy association! This is a huge thing because they usually only help with equipment needs. I am so stoked !!!

This is a huge blessing ! God is a good God !