In the Last 30 minuets I have fallen more then I have in 3 months !
The lower half of me is refusing to work -
and in the grand skeem of it all falling is the easy part.....
It's getting up that kills me ! - trying with all I have to make them move and all they do is drag !

I just want to Work right - One day with no pain -
One day without fear if the graind will grab me and send me flying !

GAAA I hate crying over things I can not change - but here I am - tears of frustration are falling and they want stop !

Some days I feel like i am stuck and I can't move !- I just can't move !