Monday, September 22, 2008

And still I am learning ....

So I am in Alberta .. it is a far cry from where I thought i would be 21 days ago to say the least. But as I sit here typing this I am blown away at what i had learned tonight... here let me explan :

I am staying with my friends (one of whom is a pastor) I have known them both for quite some time and they have both helped me out already in so many countless ways its crazy !.... Anyway he and I started talking tonight about things that have happened in the last 21 days. We have both come to the realization that we put so much stock in what our circumstances are that when they flop we are angered and frustrated. Don't get me wrong when all of this suff went down i was sad and frustrated, but I am also learning that EVERYTHING happands for a reason... not sure what but it does - there are no fluks!

My heart hurts for of the Lost youth in the UK and I long to go over and see and be a part of God at work over there... but if it doesn't happan now then The Lord wants me somewere else, doing something else -- and I am learning that that is Ok and that I am not in control .....

Only He who created me is - in Control - Only He...

2 comments:

drakefarmer said...

One of your best posts!!!

Carmen said...

I agree. Hold to that. It is all true.