And still I am learning ....

So I am in Alberta .. it is a far cry from where I thought i would be 21 days ago to say the least. But as I sit here typing this I am blown away at what i had learned tonight... here let me explan :

I am staying with my friends (one of whom is a pastor) I have known them both for quite some time and they have both helped me out already in so many countless ways its crazy !.... Anyway he and I started talking tonight about things that have happened in the last 21 days. We have both come to the realization that we put so much stock in what our circumstances are that when they flop we are angered and frustrated. Don't get me wrong when all of this suff went down i was sad and frustrated, but I am also learning that EVERYTHING happands for a reason... not sure what but it does - there are no fluks!

My heart hurts for of the Lost youth in the UK and I long to go over and see and be a part of God at work over there... but if it doesn't happan now then The Lord wants me somewere else, doing something else -- and I am learning that that is Ok and that I am not in control .....

Only He who created me is - in Control - Only He...

If you Haven't already .. you really really should ....

hey all
So I have stumbled upon - while at home for last week a fan little thing called "Dr Horrible's sing a-long Blog" It is done by Joss whedon (Buffy, firefly...ect) , and has Nathan Fillion ( firefly) and Neil Patrick Harris ( How I met your Mother, as well as Doogie Howser)

You can find it it on youtube there are 3 acts ! do ya ....If you Haven't already .. you really really should ....



anyway thats all from here ...

hicups ....

Not many people can say that they have been across the ocean in one day... well I have...
I got to the Uk border after a day and night of flying and they said "umm you need a visa " i then said that everywhere I looked looked said i could stay in the country for up to 6 months - but apparently that has changed and now i need a visa to do anything there ... so after 3 hours with imagrations they put me on a plane and sent me home .... however they told me what visa to apply for when i get home ....

So now I am home - working an application for a workimg/holday visa - hoping to be back over there - in a month - those of you who read this please pray it will all work out

thanks