One more thing...

For my friends back in Manitoba I am not going to LA for mod -- it didn't work out... However I will be home from the 19th of Oct to the 28th ..

ok now i am going to bed !

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Life has been crazy. School has kicked in to full swing and if one is not carefully, one could get swamped under tons of work really really fast. That being said I am proud to say all though I have a load of reading to do I am keeping up, slowly but surly I am.

One thing I have noticed now that I am going on to my 6th year here at school is that it is very easy to become cynical about the basic day to day activities here in this place. A professor once said that ' the longer you stay here {at briercrest} the further away you get from the word.' that is a frightening thought but in sad reality I am finding it more and more true. Not to say I am not reading the Word of God, but I am finding it harder and harder because in many ways it has turned into a textbook. Even though I am fighting these ideas and feelings, the Lord is still teaching me- teaching to trust and to come to Him as I am. That last thought is a hard one for me - because I am so sinful and unworthy - yet the gift He has given is free and to Him we are clothed in white. Yes because we are human we fall and sin daily but when we realize that we can't do life on our own (even though we despritly want to) we do a 180 and He leads us down the path He has choosen.

...Wow that was long .. longer then I had planed. I think now I am going to go to bed...

Post Post Post.....

So it has been a few days longer then I planed but here I am posting again. It was a crazy first week with everything starting up again for yet one more year. Then of course lets not forget the Gong show that the phone /net company is in this fine Provence. Needless to say I got phone and net service a week and a day after the original promised date... only after calling like 10 times !!! arg I miss my MTS.

In other news classes are going well .. if you see me ether around school (for those of you on campus that read this ) or back at home and I look like a truck hit me it is because of the classes this semester. If it is not trying to understand and rap my head around what Joel From is saying about world view - It will be from Cal and his classical lit class. Akkk what have I done! *shudder*

Tonight however I am off (after class) to Regina to one of it's many night clubs to go see MUTE MATH :D They came once before to Youth quake - so to see them again is crazy !!!

Anyway I need to run to my one class .. and learn things ... later

Year 6 starts

At this moment I am in the bean waiting to register because once again I got my net hook up from sasktell and once again they goofed so I have no phone /net until Thursday! Needless to say I am anything but impressed...

Anyway .. moving on... I am all moved in and it is an awesome room ( small in comparison but it has a shower !!!! ... the weekend however was not so cool mom was all over the place emotionally so that lead to more fights then anything else .. so that was a downer ..

However I just looked at the clock and I need to go register so i will continue with stories later

Have a great day !!!!