So the Summer has come to and end ....

So in 6 and a half hours I will be once again on the road back to school. It feels odd really that the summer has ended so fast .. I'm happy to be going back, yet at t he same time sad to be leaving right as it seems that I have gotten into some sort of weird rutene around here. That and miss all the cools stuff - like Sherrie and Eirik's wedding Social - I really wish I could be there ....


That being said .. I will hopefully *crosses figures* have phone and internet hooked up this weekend so I should be online on Sunday sometime.

Anyway I should be off .. i hate goodbyes .... it has be a crazy good summer! Thanks to all of you for including me :) in the stuff we did ...

Later !

Last week count down ....

4 days ! AHHHHHHH!!! (ok I'm done ) I have so meny people to see before I leave on Friday at 8 am. That being said - I hate goodbyes ! I want to go back to school but at the same time I do not want this week fly bye because it is full of goodbyes .. and it sucks ...

This last weekend however was awesome! Saturday plans changed sligtly and we, (Kev Jay Sherrie and Eirik-- sadly jess did not join us ) went to the pub at the forks for a 'happy b-day jay /goodbye me' thing and it was crazy funny - with many many one liners *snicker*- I love my friends :D Thank you all!!! In fact I may have a pic .. let me see if I can figure this blogger thing out .....

Ohhh look at that I figured out how ... sweet- go me ! I think I have perfected the camera face :) yes!!

Anyway all that is left for me is to see as many people out this way as I can before I leave 'friendly Manitoba' for four more months ..... good times !

time....

14 days... This time in two weeks, I will be driving in a packed van back to the place I have called "home" for the last 6 years. Crap! I have been there for 6 years after this year is done... thats crazy!

It blows me away how fast and slow time can go and sometimes doing both at the same time. I mean this summer is a perfect example; It has been long as I was unable to find work yet at the same time it has gone crazy fast! I mean frak! it's Quarry Days this weekend and in 2 weeks I'm gone ! Where did the last four months go ?

Looking back, this summer has been very humbling in a good way - not that I don't wish there was a way I could have made a little money, but because I didn't I was able to do things I never did in past summers it is was nice:) Not to mention the time I got to spend with my friends , rekindling friendships that have faded and just hanging out as a group, it was truly the best! .. thank you !

Not much more to type - I mean there is tons going on .. but that is a new post all together.... *sigh*.. maybe next time ...

Later !

There is a lot going on .. I really don't know what to think......

Life is strange.

Right when you think 'ok this is what's going on now I can do this .. I can deal, everything grins to a halt because instead of life going foreword, life starts down a crazy road that 12 years ago you swore would never be traveled again.

Now I am confused. I don't know what to think. . Part of me says yay he's back - it's good to see him - maybe just maybe he's changed. But then there is the other half that is scared to get hurt again. That mom will get hurt again or even worse in her state or idea of living now - will be the first one to hurt others this time... All I can do is watch and it sucks because I know this is anything but good and all I can do is watch ....

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Ok in other more happier news ... I had one of the best weekends in a long time. I was able just to relax and hang out with my friends all weekend :) playing some pool and drinking at BP's with one crazy happy server haha. Even going to the drive -in - something I have only done once before.

Life is strange - right when it seems to suck and you think 'there is really nothing I can do' - it throws something good your way ....